A little pre info...

So I guess you'll need to know, why now? Why change my lifestyle now? Whats the big deal now? Well about a month ago I was diagnosed with Polycystical Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). It had many contributions to other issues but PCOS is the underlined issue. So everyone diagnosed suffers something different. My PCOS was causing a marble sac of cyst in both my ovaries, obesity, pre-diabities, and causing my hormones to be all over the map. I was told from my doctor my BMI is so high I can qualify for a gastric bypass, but because my issue is from PCOS I would just gain my weight back. So I have to manage my PCOS before anything. Now Im on metformin. Walking out of that office was like a rebirth. Tears coming down, I felt failure, shame, and disappointment with myself. I could barely drive myself  home and face my husband. But I also felt a wind of change. Maybe this is what I need to kick my ass in gear and quit the quiting and excuses and finally do something about my weight. I had a choice then and I choose my life, and I still do. Everday is a struggle, and cravings are killer but I still choose for a better me.